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by Lubna Reaaz
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Let's be honest, dear! she
came, she wooed and you melted! Her smile has been her success-o-meter
for this model turned star. We stopped whatever we were doing & ran to our
TV sets; whenever
the Liril jingle came up; to see a "clean'n'chubby girl"dancing in the
gashing waters with a 'Liril' soap and even ... |
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"I’ve
always been a people’s person. Perhaps that’s why before gravitating towards
films, I graduated in psychology. Now I interact daily with so many
individuals of different temperaments. It’s fascinating to watch their
strengths and weaknesses. Actually, I flipped a coin to decide whether I
should ever think about acting. I had toodled along with some friends to the
Taj Mahal Hotel for the audition of Shekhar Kapur’s Tara Rum Pum
Pum. Shekhar asked me to react to the camera. Boy! was I
intimidated, I didn’t know what had hit me. I mumbled incoherently. But
somehow I was okay as soon as the camera was switched on. I was in a world
of my own. God knows when Shekhar Kapur will make Tara Rum Pum
Pum. |
Now I believe, he’s on to his next film on
Nelson Mandela. But I live on hope. So far, the highs have been Mani Ratnam’s
Dil Se, Kundan Shah’s Kya Yehi Pyar Hai,
Abbas-Mustaan’s Soldier, Raj Kanwar’s Farz
and an untitled Telugu film with Venkatesh.
The lows have been the unnecessary controversies
and link-ups. I mean one paper wrote that I was having an affair with Ajay Jadeja, if you please. Then I was linked with Chandrachur Singh. It’s crazy. I
know Ajay and Rocky ever since I can remember. They are like my buddies.
Recently someone asked me if I’m seeing the trainer of the Indian cricket team.
I mean, Andy’s a friend. He’ll probably die of embarrassment if he ever finds
out that he’s been linked with me.
Okay, I admit I talk too much. I talk out of turn. I let my tongue run away with
my mouth. So most people tend to misunderstand me. Bobby Deol, who’s like
family, pulls me up whenever he sees me shooting my mouth off.
Quite a few magazinewallahs ask me if I’m wild. What does that mean? Why can’t
they just let me be? If I’m having a cool time at a movie hall or a pub, dancing
to music or watching soccer, what’s their problem?
I have loads of energy, I have a positive attitude. I will not change my life
just because women in the industry are expected to behave in a certain manner.
My weakness is that I’m a scatterbrain. Also I hate waking up early in the
morning. And I think my worst trait is my temper. When I’m angry, instead of
words I use my fists.I was offered this big film with this actor who has a
reputation of being obnoxious. I immediately conveyed my apprehensions to the
director. I will not pander to anyone’s ego. I’m here to act, not suck up to
heroes. No one messes with me. Maybe my overbearing attitude intimidates men.
Perhaps that’s why I don’t have a boyfriend yet. Relationships are too
complicated, man. They’re too demanding.To act, you must know pain. You must
know what it means to be in love, what it means to be rejected.Acting can truly
take a toll on your nerves. I mean we have to be larger than life. Worse, I’ve
seen actors acting off the sets too.You know what’s the worst part about being
an actress? It’s the pressure to look gorgeous all the time and to behave
perfectly. But I’m not perfect, nobody is.
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