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by Lubna Reaaz 
                       
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     Let's be honest, dear! she 
    came, she wooed and you melted! Her smile has been her success-o-meter 
    for this model turned star. We stopped whatever we were doing & ran to our 
    TV sets; whenever 
    the Liril jingle came up; to see a "clean'n'chubby girl"dancing in the 
    gashing waters with a 'Liril' soap and even ...  | 
    
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    "I’ve 
    always been a people’s person. Perhaps that’s why before gravitating towards 
    films, I graduated in psychology. Now I interact daily with so many 
    individuals of different temperaments. It’s fascinating to watch their 
    strengths and weaknesses. Actually, I flipped a coin to decide whether I 
    should ever think about acting. I had toodled along with some friends to the 
    Taj Mahal Hotel for the audition of Shekhar Kapur’s Tara Rum Pum 
    Pum. Shekhar asked me to react to the camera. Boy! was I 
    intimidated, I didn’t know what had hit me. I mumbled incoherently. But 
    somehow I was okay as soon as the camera was switched on. I was in a world 
    of my own. God knows when Shekhar Kapur will make Tara Rum Pum 
    Pum.  | 
   
 
Now I believe, he’s on to his next film on 
Nelson Mandela. But I live on hope. So far, the highs have been Mani Ratnam’s
Dil Se, Kundan Shah’s Kya Yehi Pyar Hai, 
Abbas-Mustaan’s Soldier, Raj Kanwar’s Farz 
and an untitled Telugu film with Venkatesh.
The lows have been the unnecessary controversies 
and link-ups. I mean one paper  wrote that I was having an affair with Ajay Jadeja, if you please. Then I was linked with Chandrachur Singh. It’s crazy. I 
know Ajay and Rocky ever since I can remember. They are like my buddies. 
Recently someone asked me if I’m seeing the trainer of the Indian cricket team. 
I mean, Andy’s a friend. He’ll probably die of embarrassment if he ever finds 
out that he’s been linked with me.  
Okay, I admit I talk too much. I talk out of turn. I let my tongue run away with 
my mouth. So most people tend to misunderstand me. Bobby Deol, who’s like 
family, pulls me up whenever he sees me shooting my mouth off. 
Quite a few magazinewallahs ask me if I’m wild. What d oes that mean? Why can’t 
they just let me be? If I’m having a cool time at a movie hall or a pub, dancing 
to music or watching soccer, what’s their problem? 
I have loads of energy, I have a positive attitude. I will not change my life 
just because women in the industry are expected to behave in a certain manner. 
My weakness is that I’m a scatterbrain. Also I hate waking up early in the 
morning. And I think my worst trait is my temper. When I’m angry, instead of 
words I use my fists.I was offered this big film with this actor who has a 
reputation of being obnoxious. I immediately conveyed my apprehensions to the 
director. I will not pander to anyone’s ego. I’m here to act, not suck up to 
heroes. No one messes with me. Maybe my  overbearing attitude intimidates men. 
Perhaps that’s why I don’t have a boyfriend yet. Relationships are too 
complicated, man. They’re too demanding.To act, you must know pain. You must 
know what it means to be in love, what it means to be rejected.Acting can truly 
take a toll on your nerves. I mean we have to be larger than life. Worse, I’ve 
seen actors acting off the sets too.You know what’s the worst part about being 
an actress? It’s the pressure to look gorgeous all the time and to behave 
perfectly. But I’m not perfect, nobody is.  
  
  
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